Ini cerita pasal pesanan buat adikku

To my lil brother...this words is specially for you...

There is the time I think about you almost everyday
There is the time I cry for you almost every night
There is the time I refuse to talk to you for months after months

Whatever emotion I had for you, there is no other reason but care and love for you

How I hope U can see the world in different way
There is so much other reason of living in this place
Yes,world can be so cruel to you
But there is still so much beautiful side
Dont hold yourself from discover it

Start living your life with bright hope
It still not too late and it will never be late
Just unlock your door and move on
We will hold your hand together if you still need us to do so

Our hope is notting to see our little one to be ours again

Just like before

From your big sister, Adik

Till we meet again, my blog
Assalamualaikum

Ini cerita pasal EGO

Letakkan saya bersama org pemalu
Saya akan buatnye mesra
Letakkan saya bersama org pendiam
Saya akan buatnye berkata
Letakkan saya bersama org pemarah
Saya akan buatnye penyabar
Letakkan saya bersama org peramah
Saya akan buatnya pendengar
Tapi jangan letakkan saya bersama org yg ego
Saya tidak akan berbuat apa2

Saya akan biarkan mereka dengan ego mereka

Saya benci pada golongan yg ego
Golongan yang ingin sentiasa menang
Tiada maaf
Tiada toleransi
Tiada kasih sayang

Maaf.
I dont entertain these people.

Till we meet again, my blog
Assalamualaikum

Ini cerita pasal IMAN

Tarik tali
It feels like I'm having thug of war with myself

To loose
To pull or
To hold

Dont even have guts to let it loose
Yet have no power to pull
Or do I need to hold it till it hurts?

O Almighty Allah
I seek for your forgiveness

Till we meet again, my blog
Assalamualaikum

Ini cerita pasal RINDU

I WANNA hold ur hand
I STILL wanna hold ur hand
I NEED to hold ur hand
I really MISS to hold ur hand

Those were the days where u always hold our hands
Bring us hope, courage, and endless love
Nobody will do like u do
Nobody!!!

Now u r gone
Things has changed
People has changed
I can no longer pretending in front of them
I hate to pretend
Why cant i just be me?
But no...for their sake I have to pretend
With my deepest hope
That everything goin to be okay

M sorry
I have no longer be ur good girl as i used to be
But believe in me
I will come back to my old me
And this time I promise u there wud be no turning back for me

In jannah that is the place we will be
Much love, Atok
Miss u badly

Till we meet again, my blog
Assalamualaikum

Ini cerita pasal RINDU

I WANNA hold ur hand
I STILL wanna hold ur hand
I NEED to hold ur hand
I really MISS to hold ur hand

Those were the days where u always hold our hands
Bring us hope, courage, and endless love
Nobody will do like u do
Nobody!!!

Now u r gone
Things has changed
People has changed
I can no longer pretending in front of them
I hate to pretend
Why cant i just be me?
But no...for their sake I have to pretend
With my deepest hope
That everything goin to be okay

M sorry
I have no longer be ur good girl as i used to be
But believe in me
I will come back to my old me
And this time I promise u there wud be no turning back for me

In jannah that is the place we will be
Much love, Atok
Miss u badly

Till we meet again, my blog
Assalamualaikum

Ini cerita pasal something inevitable

Doesnt matter how much u sincere,  if u r nobody...u will remain nobody
Doesnt matter how much u care,
if u r nobody...u will remain nobody

How much u want to stay away from this feeling,
it will come back to u eventually

It is inevitable
Its beyond ur power
It will stuck with u forever

Huh!
Those whispers
Keep on luring you
Those words
Keep on insulting you

But just stop
To whom it may concern...

How much you are faking
I'm not naive as u think I used to be
I notice most of everything
One day my silence will be replacing me

Till we meet again, my blog
Assalamualaikum

Its his birthday

Its 21st August
The day u were born
Yesterday I dreamt of u

My bad...
When U were still alive every year we celebrate
When U gone this date I almost forget

I never had a chance to say I am sorry
Never got guts to say I love u
That is my biggest regret
I have to carry for my whole life

I am sorry
Really I am
For everything
I Miss u badly

Alfatihah untuk ayah

Till we meet again, my blog
Assalamualaikum