Tuesday, August 16, 2016

Ini cerita pasal India...Merdeka day!!!

Happy Independence Day India!!!
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Suatu hari suami pernah tanya nak tukar nationality x jadi Indian
Saya just jawab go with the flow...
mana Allah nak letak rezeki kita...
mana yg lebih baik utk hari tua kita...
Malaysia atau India doesnt matter...

Saya sayang India...segalanya tentang India
Saya rindu pada suasana 'huruhara' di sana
Naik rickshaw(beca) sambil rasa simpati tgk tukang kayuh...tgn kaki serius tnggl tulang tp masih ada kudrat kayuh berejam2...masyaAllah
Berebut naik bas sambil pegang tgn suami ketat2 takut terlepas...n bila dapat tempat duduk rasa macam satu kemenangan...😭😭😭
Naik train 16jam..tdo bgn tdo balik pun x sampai2...tp still excited dpt tgk karenah org2 dlm train..kalaulah ada nyanyi2 menari2 kan lg best.....💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻
Rindu jgk pada roadside tea yg cawan nye dibuat dr tanah liat..n bila habis minum rasa serba salah nak pecahkn cawan tu tepi jln sbbnya xbiasa buang sampah merata2........😂😂😂
After all this is India...u cannot expect clean road like Singapore
Tapi itulah yg saya rasa rindu
The country itself has it own charm
Yg xkn dpt di mana2 country
India byk mengajar saya tentang kehidupan dlm sudut yg sgt berbeza
Still saya selalu wish dpt menetap di India for living bukan utk holiday
InsyaAllah maybe someday

Dan bila org tanye xbalik india ke dlm nada sindir saya just senyum jawab "InsyaAllah one fine day"
Saya rindu pd keluarga sana...sungguh rindu...
Tp org lain xkn tau whats goin on with u
And its not good to trouble org sana,kan?
Bila saya betul2 sihat...of course I will love to go

India, May Allah protect this country 

#15082016

Till we meet again, my blog

Assalamualaikum

Ini cerita pasal muazin

Dkt surau rumah riyadh ni ada 2 org muazin yg selalu saya dgr. Seorang tu suara dia sgt sedap mendayu2 which remind me of my late father...tp ada seorang muazin ni suara dia agak lantang dan keras...saya x pernah tgk muka dia tp saya membayangkan dia seperti seorang arab yemen atau sudan atau arab baduin...bayangan jelah tak tau betul ke tdk...wallahu alam...

Masa mula2 dgr suara dia, i think last 3/4 years ago...saya tgh potong bawang kt dapur..time tu nak masuk asar kot...bila first time dgr suara dia azan berderau jgk jantung...time tu jgk terus letak pisau amek wudu n solah...😅😅😅bila suami balik saya cerita kt dia..mengekek dia gelak...haha kuang asam tul...but i guess it has some positive attraction from his voice walaupun suara dia x semerdua suara muazin yg lagi satu tp impak dia sgt signifikan pd pendengarnya.....i call this as power of voice.Jgn suruh saya describe kn suara dia sbb saya xtau cmne nk describe tp kalu dgr mmg kedengarannya agak keras atau kasar....its kinda scary plus insaf...now bayangkanlah kalau muazin ni azan time subuh...u imagine it🤔🤔🤔

Alhamdulillah we stay in country which we can listen 5 times per day a call for prayer...berbeza dgn pengalaman 2 thn kami duduk kt singapore...ssh nk dgr azan n bila balik segamat barulah dpt dgr...

I dunno why listen to azan can soften my heart n of course to many people too...x hairanlah ramai non muslim can fall in love with islam just after listen to it...n some of them can cry without any reason...it really touch their heart....

Muazin...doesnt matter how ur voice is....u really play important role EVERYDAY in our life...just like how bilal bin rabah's azan give the whole madinah dwellers tears after Rasulullah wafat...masyaAllah...

May Allah bless them
Aamiin

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Assalamualaikum

Ini cerita pasal 'guilty'

I cry while reciting It when I feel dejected 
And I really feel guilty inside
Because my tears are not for the meaning
Neither i know nor i understand any of it
but still I cry and cry and cry

I do feel guilty
Still I keep on reciting until I feel relief
Believe me, at this moment
I cannot see whatelse I can do
Wherelse I can go
My heart is stuck
It feels like to burst
I cry out loud while reciting it
But i never stop
I want to read it more and more and more

But i do feel grateful
You, Ya Allah, You give us Your best Book
So that I know where I can turn to whenever I feel down, sorrow, or almost give up

If You dont send us this through our Beloved One, Muhammad
what would happen to us,O Allah
In it, I can find my own peace of mind, heart and soul

Nowherelse
I need it now more than anything
Quran, the Ultimate Book of Allah 


Ma'as Salamah All
Till we meet again, my blog
Goodnite

Assalamualaikum